lyrics
Slave to my own misery.
I just can't seem to get myself out of this void,
I am forever drawing a blank.
Losing sight of who I am,
Watching everyone else succeed,
While I wallow in my misery.
I'm losing my grip and I'm so scared that I'll just wither away.
I'm losing my grip and days fly by, while I wallow in my misery.
I let your absence get a hold on me,
I can't find the strength to do anything.
Failing again and again,
I am nothing but a disappointment at best.
Thirteen years of your suffering projected on to me,
Sucking me down, pulling me further and further.
Feeding my apathy.
How am I supposed to shed this negativity?
I just wanted to make something of myself,
But you made a mess of me.
You had a look on your face that said,
"I couldn't be more disappointed in you if I tried".
I know you think you failed me,
But I can't blame you anymore, I've only failed myself.
I know you think you failed me,
But I can be so much more,
Let me spread my wings and soar.
credits
from
Sampler 2016,
released August 27, 2016
Track produced, engineered, mixed and mastered by
Jonny Renshaw at Bandit Studios
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